very high, half sober.

i can't stop thinking of this. I'M SO FAT. i hate my arms, my tummy, my thighs and my butt~
sometimes when i look into the mirror i feel like puking i'm just disgusted with my excess FATS.
and whenever i see myself with jeans i feel like im a fatso. and my thighs they are the most disgusting parts of my body i hate themmmmmmm! ahhhhhhh! i wanna die!
i wanna wear a pair of white jeans but i can't! AH!

i can't stop thinking of this. I'M SO FAT. i hate my arms, my tummy, my thighs and my butt~
sometimes when i look into the mirror i feel like puking i'm just disgusted with my excess FATS.
and whenever i see myself with jeans i feel like im a fatso. and my thighs they are the most disgusting parts of my body i hate themmmmmmm! ahhhhhhh! i wanna die!
i wanna wear a pair of white jeans but i can't! AH!
okay, nvm i shall go on a no bread no rice diet.
phuture with my darl! MAYIE!
phuture with my darl! MAYIE!



i feel like chopping my hair off, it's really a bad choice. but im so sick and tired of my hair. IT'S SO BORING. It's neither long or short. but i can't chop it real short CAUSE my face fat! roar!I HATE BEING FAT.
On the brighter side i'm gg to the land of "SHOP TILL YOU DROP" bangkok!
I CAN'T WAIT WAIT WAIT...
:D







