Tuesday, August 25, 2009

no rice no bread.

very high, half sober.

i can't stop thinking of this. I'M SO FAT. i hate my arms, my tummy, my thighs and my butt~
sometimes when i look into the mirror i feel like puking i'm just disgusted with my excess FATS.
and whenever i see myself with jeans i feel like im a fatso. and my thighs they are the most disgusting parts of my body i hate themmmmmmm! ahhhhhhh! i wanna die!
i wanna wear a pair of white jeans but i can't! AH!


tell me how sinful. u see u see u see!


u see those super chubby cheeks? AHHHH


oh, a photo of my current "loved" outfit :D


i felt super guilty after this but it was...


DAMN GOOD :(

you seeee! even this kind of angle i still look CHUBBY! :(


yes i call this the perfect angle.


see, NO JAWLINE... :(




okay, nvm i shall go on a no bread no rice diet.

phuture with my darl! MAYIE!







i feel like chopping my hair off, it's really a bad choice. but im so sick and tired of my hair. IT'S SO BORING. It's neither long or short. but i can't chop it real short CAUSE my face fat! roar!
I HATE BEING FAT.

On the brighter side i'm gg to the land of "SHOP TILL YOU DROP" bangkok!
I CAN'T WAIT WAIT WAIT...
:D